Valentine’s Day is the one day of the year when everything is 10 times more expensive and why u ask?! Because you are in love, that’s why! Chocolates are more expensive, restaurants are more expensive, everything around you is more expensive, but for the rest of us, it is the worst day of the year! It is the day that reminds me what a shitty piece of shit I am!
The truth is I haven’t been in a relationship since 2016 and prior to that I’ve only been in 4 relationships in my life, but they been always long termed relationships (3-4 years average each). When I get in a relationship I go in for a long run and I don’t plan on ever breaking up. 4 the past few years I’ve been on a hiatus from relationships trying to discover myself and thus flip-flop the clown was born! Well, I’ve been around way before 2016, but that’s when people started noticing me more, as soon as I got single and started worshiping random women’s feet. I don’t know, maybe that was my way of getting back at my ex for cheating on me. That’s right guys!, Women cheat too, they’re just more intelligent about it and better at hiding it, than men are! 😂
I’m sure many of you believe that I get laid every fucking day and every five minutes but the truth is I’m very picky Who I bring back to bed with me! I might be a foot whore, but I’m not an actual whore! 😂 — So where am I going with all this shit?! I actually have no idea, I’m just rambling random thoughts. And during this self discovery time I have fallen in love twice and got my heart-broken both times and I know I’ve done my fair share of breaking hearts 2 and I have apologized to those young women as well. One thing I learned about myself is that it takes me a minimum of one year to get over a heartbreak and the last woman I fell in love with was almost a year ago, so hopefully I’ll get over her soon. She was and still is a lifestyle dominatrix and in my opinion, she’s the most beautiful person in the world, inside and out. We had a lot of intimate moments together, and she helped inspired a lot of lyrics to this new song I’m working on called In My Shrine. I opened my heart out to her and told her that I was in love with her, but unfortunately she did not feel the same way in return, so it-is-what-it-is! She was good to me during the small-time we were together and I wish her nothing but the best on her new relationship that she’s in now.
Another thing I learned about myself was that I actually know what I want! I want to hopefully soon get married to a beautiful, hot and sexy lifestyle dominatrix. I just want to worship, obey, serve and love a lifestyle dominatrix for the rest of my life. Anyways! These are just random thoughts in my head and I just wanna wish everyone who has someone for today, a happy Valentine’s Day and for the rest of us just hang in there… Being Sometimes single is the best thing you could do for yourself, it’s a moment to reflect on yourself and find out exactly who you are and what you want in life, because it’s hard to get in a new relationship and try to figure out the other person and what they like and don’t like when you don’t even know the answer to those questions yourself. You need to understand and know yourself 100% before you can try to figure out someone else!